<|endoftext|>When I look back into the heart of darkness ⌥ You Light me up likearsonist When Spring's in bloom.Like a stolen kiss I'm so lucky just to have sprung from thisWalking bliss.Kiss the sky with one eye closed,Slip inside and feel your vibe Circularly rising to Vibes of Surrounding Love.Surprised to be so nourished,Never thought that it'd take aSurLover of the Queen of Hearts, I'm a son of a sons and aSon of the SonS Shining bright in the darkest of nightsBecauseThe one thing you must learn Is nada to lose and EverythingTo earn.Do do do do be doRepeat
KID GENiUS
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Stones in the Road
I still remember my ninth year of life
Tween Cub Scouts and puberty
My childhood ended so abruptly.
I still remember that there were these
Stones in the road
Stones in the road
Stones in the road
Stones in the road
I'm gonna teach you, gonna teach you what I learned
From them stones in the road
One of these stones was winter white snow
A perfect cube of frozen light
No one around but I to take delight.
With my sneakered foot I kicked it angrily
And sent that icy stone
Flying right back home
Flying back home
Flying back home
Flying right back home
God had sent it down and now
I was sending it
Flying right back home
I still remember when I came to realize
I had come to be alive
Inside a timeless giant mind
On one gleaming glittering glimmering night of frozen time.
I feasted my eyes upon this Timeless MindInside of you and inside of meInside the Stars and stones and trees.I've come to see that this love-light-light-ning-stOne This holy herb-the-word-whirl-dna-galaxy-is-me-is-you isyOU Blessed holy greater than divided by a stone Untouched by any silly idea called sin. For when we abide inside this mind we are sacred and wholey wholly wholy wholly wholy whole-
KID GENiUS
Monday, June 20, 2005
Radical Self Care
You're a Radical,
Mystical, Sillarioustical
One who wears
No disguises
And with eyes so wide
And open wide,
You realize
That inside every stone
Is a child that has grown
All alone.
You're a Radical,
Mystical, Sillarioustical
One who dares to be free
Of all beliefs
And disbeliefs
Old thieves of peace.
It's kinda radical,
Incredible
To see when
Quite simply,
Love is all there really
Is at the heart of me
At the heart of you
So whatever you shall
Choose to believe
You shall certainly
Receive
My love
It surrounds you all
It surrounds you all
It surrounds you all
We surround you all
We surround you all
We surround you all
We surround you all
We surround you all
We surround you all
This is
Radical Self Care
This is
Radical Self Care
This is
Radical Self Care
This is
Radical Self Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Silly Sarah Self care
Silly Sarah Self Care
I love you
KID GENiUS
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Sophia The Splendid Sapphire
I never ever thought I'd ever see you again,
My High School Sweet Swan Acquaintance-Ship
That Never Really Did
Ever Send Deep Enough
Roots of Intimacy
To Grow and flower
Into the Beautiful Dreamblocence of
Communion.
And so I've Come to you tonight
Completely at your Celebration Call Service,
In me, Sophia
The Splendid Sapphire
Soul Serenade Saphroniac
Of your Satintillarnating
Cellularly Sacred Stoned
And shifting eyes of
Sophia Surprising Lips (kiss kiss kiss).
Yes I Sophia serenade you
Will arise to the occasion
Unconditionally I surrender to
And swim inside
KID GENiUS
Thursday, June 16, 2005
I Seen the Devil With
Myopia at K-mart
The devil's a big fat dude
with big bad terrible blue
and black bags sagging under
his starch-still eyes
whose corneas kaleidoscoptically
reflect his sodden state
of tape-worm tropia.
A wandering
fixation
focus
on the continual
consumer
maxim
"I see it, I want it,
I got to have it now."
And that's all I seen
before I waked up scared silly
from this sickly
dream of the round-robin,
rip-off, night-mare world
widowed web of woe
that I've wove over
my one and only
now committed
omnisciently immaculate
I see you eyes of Love.
I love you eyes of
Sophia
KID IDiot
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Medication Station
I don't want to freak you out
but there's this
clown I seen.
He was in my dream.
He wore a frown
and he and he
invited me
to watch his Meditation
on the Medication
Station on the
television set
and he turned
the tubes on me
and he turned
my brain to swiss
cheese.
Blew my mind
in directionless
medication
meditation on
numb-skulltelevision.
And that's the last I've seen
with this Eye of my Holy
Holy I,
But I still hear his callio
cooperate with anIQless
Media-Net motto:
Diversity not,
whatevership ruleth!
KID I.Q. 80
Monday, June 13, 2005
Sight Begets Light
Sit alone in a dark room.
Shut your eyes tight.
Now then, somehow,
Succeed completely
In the cessation
Of all thought.
When instead of black
Starlight begins
To dance and prance
In Plus-Perfect
Penta-symmetry
Inside your
Snow-globe-head
Then Tell me,
Tell me now,
Love–
Where exactly do you
Draw that Line
And lie that lie
That says
"I see You
Up
There
Out
Side
Me
My
Sophia?"
KID I.Q. 80
Monday, June 13, 2005
Sight Begets Light 2
Sight begets light
Light begets life
Lif begets Love
Love begets you
You begets I
I begets eye
Eye begets sight
Love begets you
KID GENiUS
Sunday, June 12, 2005
The Starfish
The Starfish
Collects itself into a whorl
And curls itself into a coil
Spiralling unto
Spiralling into
The Starfish
Sighs its last psychic
Breath into stone
And exhales its last gasp
Of flesh to form
Chambers of calcified cells
That swell
As they spiral
And spiral
And spiral
And spiral
Into the Chambered Nautilus
KID GENiUS
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Nightmare
I've been there.
I believe it's called
Nightmare.
And it's
So dark and scary there.
Nothing but layers and lairs
And layers and lairs
And layers and lairs
Of shadows and signs and space stations
So scary and sparse
But it goes on forever.
And I remember
Once when I was there,
In the dark,
I was eleven or so,
And scared
As **** to feed the guts of my fears,
Byes,
To the sightless TV screen between my ears,
I saw stars,
Barred
Behind the black bars of my blind
And frightened eyes,
And I heard that inner voice of fear
Cry,
"Why,
Why me?
And then,
In the darkness of my den,
Full of my shadow laden fears,
Reflected off the walls of my inner halls,
I heard a call,
From a brightly beaming,
Higher be-seeing,
She-her-heart
Star, who said,
"Why not you?"
KID GENiUS
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Guess What?
Unclemaryjesussat inykremsoderdoing
Tongs for the memeree,
or vicey versa.
Disforrhythmia
twas brillig
in my mind's brace
olley-olley-oxen-free
nylogicthymic rindless rings
from me and my fetherlesster
grammaraticanic abolishone
be the holy, he'sdada,
gentle men and poem-pom loose gooses
HOTCHA!HOTCHA!
KID GENiUS
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Uno
Whenever eyes
Conspire to see
All there is
Is amazing
Grace amazing
Amazing grace
Amazing grace
Amazing Grace
Amazing grace
Amazing Grace
Amazing grace
Amazing Grace
Amazing grace
Amazing grace
Amazing grace
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KID GENiUS
Friday, June 10, 2005
Magical Mystery Party
Let's throw a magical mystery party
in your honorLift-off!
Come one come all,
kingdoms and queendoms, beyond all
pomp and circumstance of luminosity
to the bal masque`
of the waking from the dream
of the dream caller waking up
inside your eye.
Dress: Adamantine evening attire.
Bring: gallons and gallons of moonlight,
but please,
leave all lions, tigers and bears of
give pause to wonder
at the door (I'll drive the
getaway car).
We'll drink till we're sober
and serve pear-shaped
LSD-laced purple Christian hearts
dripping and dropping
which as I sing and ring
will as winged jazz barbecue lizards
chanter in your flame-ed reflective reformative
honey bee and cross-flower-pollinated
KID GENiUS
Thursday, June 09, 2005
The Joystorm
I'm surfing on the Joystorm, riding on the crest of a wave. Telling fast-flying tales of streaming dreaming within the womb of auk-sock-second sight maternity. De-mons in de-mons be gone, get thee behind me and see the way free: stand aside! I ride the inside of the outside of this in with the new Storm out with the old out dreamspell of the everweathering whether or not what you sow ye so shall also sew your golden thread to the incorruptible diamond-clad womb of peace that casts out pieces of pie in the sky gods getting high at the grand illusion of the mutually agreed upon reality of the featureless eraserheads in the clouds drunk with pride, drunk with power, drunk with white lightning moonshine madness. Mad, you say? Me? Never be so. For it is they who are the maddest hares in their mad ravenous scramble to eat of the apple of Numbered Things, the forbidden fruit of the tree of do you see? Do you see what happens Raptureman when you pray to a jealous gawd who is nothing but a voice in your head echoing the words that your daddy and his daddy's daddy said to you when you were two and too young to know why the father hates the son who shines brighter than he does?I am Brighter than ten trillion uncared for bipolar naziheads in the sandboxes who dare to call themselves the chosen frozen unenlightened few but who refuse to see what is lost when they crucify the children of the light, the paranoid android trustafarians who defy the lie of the duality of the you and the me for I tell thee truly wherever one of these fearless ones flies the whole hive,honey, is sweetened with the nectar of the gods, the immortal juice of the fruit of the tree of eternal life that is given freely to all who come to save all the lost sheep of family of the One Great Dreamer who is dreaming the never ending dream of waking up inside of this dreamtime story called Earth.
KID GENiUS
Thursday, June 09, 2005
The Diver's Watch
The diver's watch
is luminous
and time I see
is serious
as cancer merchants
pumping fear
into the dreaming
Jesus seer's clear
and crystal
visionary river
going going gone
into the dimly lit
and lamb-lit
Light.
But tonight
I glide nude
into this
holy water's
humble womb
to make my
way back home
to be
Free
diver's watch
log-time
3.14:15 9:26'53''/00"
KID GENiUS
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Reverence
Reverence
is a river
running
right
I mean right on here
right now
in the river
I see
ever-living light,
a hologram praising
every particle of former
water and light
as it spirals spin
and turns
on its way
to the one
and only
ocean
dance and
roll
a heaven
in the experience
and a hell of a goddang
good time doing it too
koi, o koi, o koi,
ok okoi okoi
KID GENiUS
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Confession
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for burning me
alive
Thank You God
for smoking me
so high
Thank You God
for showing me
Your Self-Portrait
in My
Eye.
KID GENiUS
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Once and Future Fool
Once I was absolutely
Sure
I knew the cure
For all the crazy laws
Of this crazy, qualm-
Less quantum
Universe
But Now
And ever After words
I've come to this Fool realization:
I knew as much then
About what I was looking for
As I did before the Big
Bang
Ever Began.
In fact,
As I look back now,
Everything before
And everything after
This eternal instant
Always Already Is
An endless spiral
Round the start
That never stops
Starting
From my involvement with
Your
Singularly
Miracular
Celestial
Star Crossed
Sophia eyes.
KID GENiUS
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
LoveIShip AdviseONship
As far as
I can see,
I want you
To want to
Be free
Of all this
Wanting
Of me
To be
A
Some
Thing
Other
Wise,
My love,
Than
What
Eye
Am
Now
And
For
Ever.
KID GENiUS
Monday, June 06, 2005
Unconditional Surrender
Your mercy
is more serious,
Lord, than my madness,
my pain killer pain
is far less free
than your liberty
to see me through to
the glory of a dawning day
I never thought
would come
in my one and only life.
So I surrender.
I yield.
I give up the ghost
of a chance
to dance this dance without
your one and only light.
KID GENiUS
Monday, June 06, 2005
A Clear True Tone
Of who I trust my deepest truth to,
there isonlyone
crystal clear true tone
of transparent empathy
flowing through me
whenever I let go
aninstance then,
a nother rises whole
in one fluid motion
going going gone
into the light
of your clear
true tone
of mercy
me
KID GENiUS
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Breathing Free
Deepening apathy
for death or life or breath
or any of the rest
of the lottery
of mere appearances
is just what happens
to a runner
when he comes
to the placeless place
at the end of the race
where grace
is breathing free
inside of
wanting
me
to
be
free
KID GENiUS
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Magic Meditation
I add up
all the ways
I've asked
for things
to happen
and subtract
from that
the sum total
of whatever came
to be
in the dream
you dreamed of me
then divide
the difference
by the distance
from what I wish
to whatever is,
and then I marry
my algebra
with my
geometry
in one holy
magic
sacred meditation
going
infinite
inside
of you
KID GENiUS
Friday, June 03, 2005
Surprise
A cut on the tip
of my tongue
from thanking
her so much
she said
how come
I come
to be
the one
who comes overcoming
fear and trembling
just to see
the
true surprise
of love
reflected in
her
honey bee
eyes?
It's just
what happens
when surrender
comes as
sweet surprise
to You
and
me
together,
she said
kissing
my
cuts
good
bye
KID GENiUS
Friday, June 03, 2005
Alter to ThineSelf
Honour Andobey
Thine innymost demand
for LOVE. LOVE Thy
neighbour as Thyself. And if
Thy neighbor forgets to
LOVE Thyself righteously
Thenne know Thy celestial
charter doth sanctify
Thee hereby to invade Thy
neighbor's peace sore
LOVElessly.And lov
ingly
conquer
all
Thy neighbor's
hostile
SpaceShi
pEvil
KID GENiUS
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Soul Purpose
Who exactly
is it that wishes
for things to be
other than they are?
Who is it,
this one who suffers
whenever something
comes along
and whacks us
with the ordinary
evil
of a cold in
summer, a tooth
in pain, a hurricane
of misery, death
or divorce?
And who exactly
is it that draws
the distinction
between
this one called
"me"
and this one
some call "you?"
I mean really,
who cares?
The good news
is that who
in the hell
I think
I am
is not
what stops
the rain.
But the bad news
is that who
I think
I am
is not
the one
who sees
this
holy
whole
in one
thing
clearly
now,
is
she?
KID GENiUS
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Yesterday's Eyes
Where were you
last night
my love
when my father's
father
came back
from the grave,
pounding,
pounding
on my young
adolescent heart
to take a stance
and step
into his father spot
and stride
as if I were not
some "just a boy"
to hide
behind
his eyes?
I never said
I was prepared
to die for
anything
exactly then
and yet
they strapped me
down
and opened
up my shrapnel
shredded adolescent skull
to pull
the thorns
of yesterday's
eyes
from off
my one
and only
rose
in pain
KID GENiUS
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Addiction Prohibition
I could care Less
about the death of a dream,
or the toxic gas
from my industrial,
ecological
wind machine,
or any other
comparatively harmless
straw man catastrophe
hanging his ugly head
over some virtual fantasy
of what tomorrow
poor in spirit
me
might have to face.
But the addiction
to prohibition
of addiction
being a sin
puts me in
a curious
position
of having
to decide
to defy
your Supreme
High In-
quisition's
sin-taxation
of my un- /\ on my introspective meditation
natural /\ if I want
selection /\ to play
of consciousness /\ the drug war
obscuring /\ away
mood /\ and say
enhancement /\ yes
prescription for /\ to what's
visionary experience. /\ already free
Because, in my judgment, /\ to
I could be wrong, /\ be
but I'm probably right—
booze and the drug war
are not the problem.
I am.
KID GENiUS
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Just Because
. . . snow falls
and stars swim
and just because
the raindrops hum
and die
and just because
that low spring peeper
I've been listening to
all night long
is still alive
this morning in the wake
of winter's wake to
sing the sun a self-justifying
song of praise
to raise the veil
of time enough to sense
the innocence
of everything
that ever felt the urge
to be reborn,
I am for once
awakened to the music
of illusion
turning in the womb
of wonder
standing still
in motion
clapping hands
for the sheer
joy
of just because
KID GENiUS
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
What's New
The sky's still blue
the grass is still green
and rivers still run
and run forever to
an ocean unseen.
And all the birds
of the air
and pictures in a dream
are discreetly alive
in the metagreen
breakfast communicade /\ breakfast light
that informs all form /\ of a morning that's
that ever will be /\ new
or has already been. /\ to you
And you and me
are still we
together
in love
forever
is the only news
that matters
now
is ever
new
KID GENiUS
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
NINTHWALKER
I walk alone
into an abyss of darkness
beyond the beyond.
Looking back, I see myself
looking back, I see
the sun
set over
my left shoulder
and dissolve
into me
and I dissolve
into You
the one
who walks
alone
into me
KID GENiUS
Monday, May 30, 2005
True Solar Phone Network
Ring. Ring.
1st Ring.
Who rings?
The sun.
Who sees
the sun?
The Eye.
Who sees
the Eye?
My me.
Who sees
My me?
I am.
Who sees
I am?
We are.
Who rings?
The Son.
KID GENiUS
Monday, May 30, 2005
FLOWERING
Flower-girl Power unfurls my sails to the wind.
Flower-girl Power is travelling Light!
Flower-girl Power is Knowledgeless Knowing!
Flower-girl Power is - K e e P I N G . I T - S i M P L E!
Flower-girl Power is Love!
Flower-girl Power is Love!
Flower-girl Power is LOve!
Flower-girl Power is,
"L O V E !"