<|endoftext|>When I look back into the heart of darkness ⌥ You Light me up likearsonist When Spring's in bloom.Like a stolen kiss I'm so lucky just to have sprung from thisWalking bliss.Kiss the sky with one eye closed,Slip inside and feel your vibe Circularly rising to Vibes of Surrounding Love.Surprised to be so nourished,Never thought that it'd take aSurLover of the Queen of Hearts, I'm a son of a sons and aSon of the SonS Shining bright in the darkest of nightsBecauseThe one thing you must learn Is nada to lose and EverythingTo earn.Do do do do be doRepeat
KID GENiUS Wednesday, June 22, 2005 Stones in the Road I still remember my ninth year of life Tween Cub Scouts and puberty My childhood ended so abruptly. I still remember that there were these Stones in the road Stones in the road Stones in the road Stones in the road I'm gonna teach you, gonna teach you what I learned From them stones in the road One of these stones was winter white snow A perfect cube of frozen light No one around but I to take delight. With my sneakered foot I kicked it angrily And sent that icy stone Flying right back home Flying back home Flying back home Flying right back home God had sent it down and now I was sending it Flying right back home I still remember when I came to realize I had come to be alive Inside a timeless giant mind On one gleaming glittering glimmering night of frozen time. I feasted my eyes upon this Timeless MindInside of you and inside of meInside the Stars and stones and trees.I've come to see that this love-light-light-ning-stOne This holy herb-the-word-whirl-dna-galaxy-is-me-is-you isyOU Blessed holy greater than divided by a stone Untouched by any silly idea called sin. For when we abide inside this mind we are sacred and wholey wholly wholy wholly wholy whole-
KID GENiUS Monday, June 20, 2005 Radical Self Care You're a Radical, Mystical, Sillarioustical One who wears No disguises And with eyes so wide And open wide, You realize That inside every stone Is a child that has grown All alone. You're a Radical, Mystical, Sillarioustical One who dares to be free Of all beliefs And disbeliefs Old thieves of peace. It's kinda radical, Incredible To see when Quite simply, Love is all there really Is at the heart of me At the heart of you So whatever you shall Choose to believe You shall certainly Receive My love It surrounds you all It surrounds you all It surrounds you all We surround you all We surround you all We surround you all We surround you all We surround you all We surround you all This is Radical Self Care This is Radical Self Care This is Radical Self Care This is Radical Self Care Care Care Care Care Care Silly Sarah Self care Silly Sarah Self Care I love you
KID GENiUS Saturday, June 18, 2005 Sophia The Splendid Sapphire I never ever thought I'd ever see you again, My High School Sweet Swan Acquaintance-Ship That Never Really Did Ever Send Deep Enough Roots of Intimacy To Grow and flower Into the Beautiful Dreamblocence of Communion. And so I've Come to you tonight Completely at your Celebration Call Service, In me, Sophia The Splendid Sapphire Soul Serenade Saphroniac Of your Satintillarnating Cellularly Sacred Stoned And shifting eyes of Sophia Surprising Lips (kiss kiss kiss). Yes I Sophia serenade you Will arise to the occasion Unconditionally I surrender to And swim inside
KID GENiUS Thursday, June 16, 2005 I Seen the Devil With Myopia at K-mart The devil's a big fat dude with big bad terrible blue and black bags sagging under his starch-still eyes whose corneas kaleidoscoptically reflect his sodden state of tape-worm tropia. A wandering fixation focus on the continual consumer maxim "I see it, I want it, I got to have it now." And that's all I seen before I waked up scared silly from this sickly dream of the round-robin, rip-off, night-mare world widowed web of woe that I've wove over my one and only now committed omnisciently immaculate I see you eyes of Love. I love you eyes of Sophia
KID IDiot Tuesday, June 14, 2005 Medication Station I don't want to freak you out but there's this clown I seen. He was in my dream. He wore a frown and he and he invited me to watch his Meditation on the Medication Station on the television set and he turned the tubes on me and he turned my brain to swiss cheese. Blew my mind in directionless medication meditation on numb-skulltelevision. And that's the last I've seen with this Eye of my Holy Holy I, But I still hear his callio cooperate with anIQless Media-Net motto: Diversity not, whatevership ruleth!
KID I.Q. 80 Monday, June 13, 2005 Sight Begets Light Sit alone in a dark room. Shut your eyes tight. Now then, somehow, Succeed completely In the cessation Of all thought. When instead of black Starlight begins To dance and prance In Plus-Perfect Penta-symmetry Inside your Snow-globe-head Then Tell me, Tell me now, Love– Where exactly do you Draw that Line And lie that lie That says "I see You Up There Out Side Me My Sophia?"
KID I.Q. 80 Monday, June 13, 2005 Sight Begets Light 2 Sight begets light Light begets life Lif begets Love Love begets you You begets I I begets eye Eye begets sight Love begets you
KID GENiUS Sunday, June 12, 2005 The Starfish The Starfish Collects itself into a whorl And curls itself into a coil Spiralling unto Spiralling into The Starfish Sighs its last psychic Breath into stone And exhales its last gasp Of flesh to form Chambers of calcified cells That swell As they spiral And spiral And spiral And spiral Into the Chambered Nautilus
KID GENiUS Saturday, June 11, 2005 Nightmare I've been there. I believe it's called Nightmare. And it's So dark and scary there. Nothing but layers and lairs And layers and lairs And layers and lairs Of shadows and signs and space stations So scary and sparse But it goes on forever. And I remember Once when I was there, In the dark, I was eleven or so, And scared As **** to feed the guts of my fears, Byes, To the sightless TV screen between my ears, I saw stars, Barred Behind the black bars of my blind And frightened eyes, And I heard that inner voice of fear Cry, "Why, Why me? And then, In the darkness of my den, Full of my shadow laden fears, Reflected off the walls of my inner halls, I heard a call, From a brightly beaming, Higher be-seeing, She-her-heart Star, who said, "Why not you?"
KID GENiUS Sunday, June 12, 2005 Guess What? Unclemaryjesussat inykremsoderdoing Tongs for the memeree, or vicey versa. Disforrhythmia twas brillig in my mind's brace olley-olley-oxen-free nylogicthymic rindless rings from me and my fetherlesster grammaraticanic abolishone be the holy, he'sdada, gentle men and poem-pom loose gooses HOTCHA!HOTCHA!
KID GENiUS Saturday, June 11, 2005 Uno Whenever eyes Conspire to see All there is Is amazing Grace amazing Amazing grace Amazing grace Amazing Grace Amazing grace Amazing Grace Amazing grace Amazing Grace Amazing grace Amazing grace Amazing grace Amazing Grace Amazing graceAmazingGrace Amazing graceAmazingGrace Amazing Grace Amazing grace Amazing grace
KID GENiUS Friday, June 10, 2005 Magical Mystery Party Let's throw a magical mystery party in your honorLift-off! Come one come all, kingdoms and queendoms, beyond all pomp and circumstance of luminosity to the bal masque` of the waking from the dream of the dream caller waking up inside your eye. Dress: Adamantine evening attire. Bring: gallons and gallons of moonlight, but please, leave all lions, tigers and bears of give pause to wonder at the door (I'll drive the getaway car). We'll drink till we're sober and serve pear-shaped LSD-laced purple Christian hearts dripping and dropping which as I sing and ring will as winged jazz barbecue lizards chanter in your flame-ed reflective reformative honey bee and cross-flower-pollinated
KID GENiUS Thursday, June 09, 2005 The Joystorm I'm surfing on the Joystorm, riding on the crest of a wave. Telling fast-flying tales of streaming dreaming within the womb of auk-sock-second sight maternity. De-mons in de-mons be gone, get thee behind me and see the way free: stand aside! I ride the inside of the outside of this in with the new Storm out with the old out dreamspell of the everweathering whether or not what you sow ye so shall also sew your golden thread to the incorruptible diamond-clad womb of peace that casts out pieces of pie in the sky gods getting high at the grand illusion of the mutually agreed upon reality of the featureless eraserheads in the clouds drunk with pride, drunk with power, drunk with white lightning moonshine madness. Mad, you say? Me? Never be so. For it is they who are the maddest hares in their mad ravenous scramble to eat of the apple of Numbered Things, the forbidden fruit of the tree of do you see? Do you see what happens Raptureman when you pray to a jealous gawd who is nothing but a voice in your head echoing the words that your daddy and his daddy's daddy said to you when you were two and too young to know why the father hates the son who shines brighter than he does?I am Brighter than ten trillion uncared for bipolar naziheads in the sandboxes who dare to call themselves the chosen frozen unenlightened few but who refuse to see what is lost when they crucify the children of the light, the paranoid android trustafarians who defy the lie of the duality of the you and the me for I tell thee truly wherever one of these fearless ones flies the whole hive,honey, is sweetened with the nectar of the gods, the immortal juice of the fruit of the tree of eternal life that is given freely to all who come to save all the lost sheep of family of the One Great Dreamer who is dreaming the never ending dream of waking up inside of this dreamtime story called Earth.
KID GENiUS Thursday, June 09, 2005 The Diver's Watch The diver's watch is luminous and time I see is serious as cancer merchants pumping fear into the dreaming Jesus seer's clear and crystal visionary river going going gone into the dimly lit and lamb-lit Light. But tonight I glide nude into this holy water's humble womb to make my way back home to be Free diver's watch log-time 3.14:15 9:26'53''/00"
KID GENiUS Thursday, June 09, 2005 Reverence Reverence is a river running right I mean right on here right now in the river I see ever-living light, a hologram praising every particle of former water and light as it spirals spin and turns on its way to the one and only ocean dance and roll a heaven in the experience and a hell of a goddang good time doing it too koi, o koi, o koi, ok okoi okoi
KID GENiUS Wednesday, June 08, 2005 Confession Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for burning me alive Thank You God for smoking me so high Thank You God for showing me Your Self-Portrait in My Eye.
KID GENiUS Wednesday, June 08, 2005 Once and Future Fool Once I was absolutely Sure I knew the cure For all the crazy laws Of this crazy, qualm- Less quantum Universe But Now And ever After words I've come to this Fool realization: I knew as much then About what I was looking for As I did before the Big Bang Ever Began. In fact, As I look back now, Everything before And everything after This eternal instant Always Already Is An endless spiral Round the start That never stops Starting From my involvement with Your Singularly Miracular Celestial Star Crossed Sophia eyes.
KID GENiUS Tuesday, June 07, 2005 LoveIShip AdviseONship As far as I can see, I want you To want to Be free Of all this Wanting Of me To be A Some Thing Other Wise, My love, Than What Eye Am Now And For Ever.
KID GENiUS Monday, June 06, 2005 Unconditional Surrender Your mercy is more serious, Lord, than my madness, my pain killer pain is far less free than your liberty to see me through to the glory of a dawning day I never thought would come in my one and only life. So I surrender. I yield. I give up the ghost of a chance to dance this dance without your one and only light.
KID GENiUS Monday, June 06, 2005 A Clear True Tone Of who I trust my deepest truth to, there isonlyone crystal clear true tone of transparent empathy flowing through me whenever I let go aninstance then, a nother rises whole in one fluid motion going going gone into the light of your clear true tone of mercy me
KID GENiUS Sunday, June 05, 2005 Breathing Free Deepening apathy for death or life or breath or any of the rest of the lottery of mere appearances is just what happens to a runner when he comes to the placeless place at the end of the race where grace is breathing free inside of wanting me to be free
KID GENiUS Saturday, June 04, 2005 Magic Meditation I add up all the ways I've asked for things to happen and subtract from that the sum total of whatever came to be in the dream you dreamed of me then divide the difference by the distance from what I wish to whatever is, and then I marry my algebra with my geometry in one holy magic sacred meditation going infinite inside of you
KID GENiUS Friday, June 03, 2005 Surprise A cut on the tip of my tongue from thanking her so much she said how come I come to be the one who comes overcoming fear and trembling just to see the true surprise of love reflected in her honey bee eyes? It's just what happens when surrender comes as sweet surprise to You and me together, she said kissing my cuts good bye
KID GENiUS Friday, June 03, 2005 Alter to ThineSelf Honour Andobey Thine innymost demand for LOVE. LOVE Thy neighbour as Thyself. And if Thy neighbor forgets to LOVE Thyself righteously Thenne know Thy celestial charter doth sanctify Thee hereby to invade Thy neighbor's peace sore LOVElessly.And lov ingly conquer all Thy neighbor's hostile SpaceShi pEvil
KID GENiUS Thursday, June 02, 2005 Soul Purpose Who exactly is it that wishes for things to be other than they are? Who is it, this one who suffers whenever something comes along and whacks us with the ordinary evil of a cold in summer, a tooth in pain, a hurricane of misery, death or divorce? And who exactly is it that draws the distinction between this one called "me" and this one some call "you?" I mean really, who cares? The good news is that who in the hell I think I am is not what stops the rain. But the bad news is that who I think I am is not the one who sees this holy whole in one thing clearly now, is she?
KID GENiUS Wednesday, June 01, 2005 Yesterday's Eyes Where were you last night my love when my father's father came back from the grave, pounding, pounding on my young adolescent heart to take a stance and step into his father spot and stride as if I were not some "just a boy" to hide behind his eyes? I never said I was prepared to die for anything exactly then and yet they strapped me down and opened up my shrapnel shredded adolescent skull to pull the thorns of yesterday's eyes from off my one and only rose in pain
KID GENiUS Wednesday, June 01, 2005 Addiction Prohibition I could care Less about the death of a dream, or the toxic gas from my industrial, ecological wind machine, or any other comparatively harmless straw man catastrophe hanging his ugly head over some virtual fantasy of what tomorrow poor in spirit me might have to face. But the addiction to prohibition of addiction being a sin puts me in a curious position of having to decide to defy your Supreme High In- quisition's sin-taxation of my un- /\ on my introspective meditation natural /\ if I want selection /\ to play of consciousness /\ the drug war obscuring /\ away mood /\ and say enhancement /\ yes prescription for /\ to what's visionary experience. /\ already free Because, in my judgment, /\ to I could be wrong, /\ be but I'm probably right— booze and the drug war are not the problem. I am.
KID GENiUS Tuesday, May 31, 2005 Just Because . . . snow falls and stars swim and just because the raindrops hum and die and just because that low spring peeper I've been listening to all night long is still alive this morning in the wake of winter's wake to sing the sun a self-justifying song of praise to raise the veil of time enough to sense the innocence of everything that ever felt the urge to be reborn, I am for once awakened to the music of illusion turning in the womb of wonder standing still in motion clapping hands for the sheer joy of just because
KID GENiUS Tuesday, May 31, 2005 What's New The sky's still blue the grass is still green and rivers still run and run forever to an ocean unseen. And all the birds of the air and pictures in a dream are discreetly alive in the metagreen breakfast communicade /\ breakfast light that informs all form /\ of a morning that's that ever will be /\ new or has already been. /\ to you And you and me are still we together in love forever is the only news that matters now is ever new
KID GENiUS Tuesday, May 31, 2005 NINTHWALKER I walk alone into an abyss of darkness beyond the beyond. Looking back, I see myself looking back, I see the sun set over my left shoulder and dissolve into me and I dissolve into You the one who walks alone into me
KID GENiUS Monday, May 30, 2005 True Solar Phone Network Ring. Ring. 1st Ring. Who rings? The sun. Who sees the sun? The Eye. Who sees the Eye? My me. Who sees My me? I am. Who sees I am? We are. Who rings? The Son.
KID GENiUS Monday, May 30, 2005 FLOWERING Flower-girl Power unfurls my sails to the wind. Flower-girl Power is travelling Light! Flower-girl Power is Knowledgeless Knowing! Flower-girl Power is - K e e P I N G . I T - S i M P L E! Flower-girl Power is Love! Flower-girl Power is Love! Flower-girl Power is LOve! Flower-girl Power is, "L O V E !"